cooking papa....????

lately, i really suffer from the most hated kind of disease......

this disease is SHORT OF MONEY.......which for me is the worst thing that i really wish to happen....

so, after living my life like a poor man not eating 2 days straight....i finally decided to....cooking...

it's kinda depressing....for only able to cook indomie and popmie....but yesterday i made something beyond my imagination......i cooked a fried chicken hahahahaha

i know it sounds stupid......everybody can make that......but not for me who anly can make indomie

LOL

momusu...............

ntah kenapa.....akhir2 ini kok jadi keranjingan liatin si michishige sayumi ama tanak reina y.......padahal dulu kalo dsuruh liat momusu aja g maw g maw beneran.....sialan....ternyata org2 itu kok bisa ayuuuuuuuuu buanget gt to......udah gt lucu gt....agak tolol jg....hahahahaha

so....doo u like momusu???

look how big my parent's love to me

first thing, i want to say thank you to God for such a wonderful parents

i want to say thank you for their love and their patient for me

pagi2 td aq liat video tentang dick hoyt n rick hoyt......si anak, rick hoyt karena suatu kejadian dia jd cacat, nda bisa jalan nda bisa ngomong sampe ada sebuah alat yang membantu dia ngomong lwt sebuah laptop......suatu hari dia ingin ikut omba marathon. Si ayah, dick hoyt, karena ingin membuat anaknya senang, ikut dalam lomba marathon bahkan trialthon....sungguh sebuah kasih orang tua yg sangat besar.....

gara2 liat 2 org itu, aq jd inget sama papa mama d indo.....di hari ultah q mereka telp aq pagi2 cuma buat bilang selamet ultah....meski kecil tp sangat berarti besar buat aq....aq g pernah merasa sebahagia ini hanya dari sebuah ucapan selamat ultah....i love both of them....i love thm more than anything else in this world....and someday when i become a dad, i want to be like my father and like dick hoyt....i promise...though i can't promise that i can provide richness, but i can promise that i will give my children love...from the bottom of my heart. forever....

PS happy b'day to me.....and my parents and hoyt team, you're my inspiration...

GF or just friend

just now, i saw my friend's blog....because he said to me

"just see it pls....then tell me what u think".....so, pendek kata aq baca deh...

stlh aq baca ternyata itu tuh isine opoo kok dia bisa sampe putus sama pacar e

mereka putus katanya karena si cew nya tuh egois bgt...minta dijemput lah, minta dianterin lah

gt lah menurut yg gua baca....but somehow, i can feel what he felt that time....masio aq g pernah pacaran seh....

aq pertama e agak g percaya, aq, soale waktu aq pernah pergi bareng temen2 aq yg kebetulan ternyata ada si cew nya temen aq itu, aq ngerasa cew ini baek kok, malah aq isa bilang tipe aq bgt (bukan berarti aq maw ngerebut pacar temen aq seeeeeeh) tp ternyata kata temen aq dia berubah sejak mereka mulai pacaran....so, are all girls in the world like that. iding their true self just to get the attention from the boys??? or is it just her...

jujur sih waktu liat mereka berdua waktu masih cuma sekedar temen, aq seneng liat e....belum pernah aq liat hub pertemanan antara dua insan yg berbeda sebegitu dekat nya......but then she changed....kind a dissapointed sih.....sbab aq pernah sih suka ma dia walau tak lama sbab g lama dia jadian ama temen aq itu...

so right now, i'm confused because i am currently really want to approached a certain girl which have almost the same personality as my friend's exGF....kinda confused lah...what should i do

hidup.....

sebelum gua pergi ke negeri jaran ini....(jiran men mksdnya hehehe) gua merasa hidup gua udah fine2 aja...gua ngeliat hidup itu kayak hal yg udah biasa lah

nyantai ae lah....biasa itu yg aq jawab kalo ada yg tanya ttg suatu masalah q. tp skrg ternyata aq salah....hidup q skrg udah g bisa dianggap enteng lagi...

meski baru sektr 1 bln d malay tp aq uda belajar banyak ttg hidup...ttg betapa susahnya mencari uang, susahnya nyari makan, susahnya maw menghemat, susahnya cari temen yang bisa dibilang bener2 seseorang yg bisa diandalin dan bisa made my day so bright.

for example, baru beberapa minggu aq d sini, waktu aq sama temen q yg dtg bareng ketemu temen2 baru, dalam hitungan hari dia udah kayak meniggalkan aq......diajak ngomong cembeut lah ato g dianggep lah...kalo ngga maw gini salah maw gt salah, dianya malah nggoblok2kin aq.

sapa ah yg g mangkel kalo digtin, diperlakuin kayak babi....dan entah kenapa Tuhan serasa menyayangi dia banget, org yg bener2 mbuat ati q panas....jengkel g seh

apa seng aq ingin pasti dia punya, sedangkan aq untuk mendapat apa seng aq maw aq harus usaha bukan maen sampe kepala sakit, g makan, dll.....padahal dia g perlu berbuat banyak untuk dapetin itu.....

aq udah g taw mesti gmana lagi....maw bilang salah Tuhan jg g bisa...emang kalo aq ngeluh sama Tuhan kayak Tuhan bakal langsung jawab aja....maw nyalahin ex temen q eh kata orang katanya temen kok gt seh....biarin lah....

TRS AQ MESTI GMANA DONG?????.....katnya Tuhan bakal kasi jalan buat anak-Nya tp aq tdk merasa bahwa aq dikasi suatu jalan ataupun suatu cara untuk nyelesaiin semuanya......

ternyata hidup tuh susah bgt y....

ngatur uang emang susah boowww

sejak beberapa bulan lalu...aq uda mulai idup sendiri...tanpa ortu tanpa kakak tanpa pembokat

tp ntah kenapa rasae berat banget y....

kadang terasa banget kalo sebener e aq cuma lari dr kesepian ke teman2 aq

padahal kalo uda sampe d rumah rasae sepiiiii bgt...temen2 serumah jg udah pada senior maw ganggu jg g enak...tugas nya bejibun.....

nda cuma itu....yg paig kerasa tuh uang nya man.....kadang mbayangin kalo di rumah biasanya makan enak eh d sini seharian bisa2 cuma makan roti tawar tanpa mentega tanpa selai tanpa apapun...bener2 cuma roti

hahahahhaa

jd kepengen makan steak ama keluarga deh

hahahahaha

reason.....

well....the reason i made this blog was probably just to fill my spare time since i am right now living apart from my family....^^

another reason maybe is because before, i saw my sis' blog and i read her post....i was touched and maybe i can ease a little of my sadness....

u can say that this blog is like a tribute to someone....my firend and brother....died 9 years ago....i wish he was still alive...

Wheeeeee....My first post^^

hi2 this is my first post....from here i will begin to share my sadness, my happiness, and others larrr...

and i don't think that i will check this new blog regularly but still...enjoy