MY CHINESE NAME....^^

today....my friend tell me something that has been on my mind for a while.....which is the meaning of my chinese name ->吴宏生......i've been thinking about that because i heard that some people in china give their children ridiculous name such as pig or cow something like that....

so today i just know the emaning of my name....and the meaning is..........gracious, great and something like that....and it really really really made my day so bright because sometimes when i was thinking about my name i always become so curious and start my mood starts to become so gloomy...strange huh....LOL

and one last thing.....my sister was right......my grandpa is a really good name giver hahahahahaha

people do change....

after high school means a lot of things for each person.....some thinks that this is the time to pursue higher education level aka university...some thinks that it is the time to just settle down and marry someone....there are also who thinks that after high school is the time when i have to work to help my parents.......

though i know that, i still feels kinda awkward with my friends' decision to just marry or go to work....my mind still stuck with the same stereotype most people think which is continue to study at university.....it feels weird to know that one of my friends is already married and already have a child....or to find out that my friend already went to america to go to work.....I just can't stop thinking about it...what is it that makes them take that decision?? i just can't understand....

is it because of me that too stupid to realize that life that each person take is not the same...or is it that my mind is just too simple to think about something like that....i wonder what my friends think about it...

another sad story

just now i saw my friend's note......she was my classmate when i we were still at the elementary school....her mother is one of the teacher at my school that time....back to the note, i read it from the start to the end of it and when i realize i already shed my tears a bit....at that note she stated that her mom died 3 october 2009 ago.....

then i started to think....right now she already open a boutique store and still can laugh with her friend....i wonder if i can be like that as well when i lose someone that i really love so much than my own self... I wonder wether there would be someone who cheer me up.....