Tired

as you can see from the comment above, you will know that i'm currently almost at the end of my semester.....but that condition doesn't make me happy at all....well, yes i am waiting for that moment to arrive so that i can go home to indonesia ( i really miss all the food right there...especially putu---->i don't know from what this thing was made from but all that i know it's delicious....LOL)....But almost at the end of the semester really tires me out.....there are a lot of assignments that i have to finish. i have to make a video montage, a 15 sec's animation and i have to create a book of story illustration.

i can understand that there will be a lot of assignments that will have to be finished when the time is reaching the end, but what makes me really pissed of is the book of illustration....well this assignment was given to us to be done based on our trip to Cambodia, which was canceled. The problem is, based on the schedule, we can start to do this assignment from week 6 and we have to create 15 illustrations, but as mentioned above, it was canceled and the info was given to us at week 13....so i only have 2 weeks to finish it.

BUT....the fucking dwarf guy not even gave us compensation even though the info of the trip cancellation is his fault. WE STILL HAVE TO CREATE 15 FUCKING ILLUSTRATIONS....FUCK YOU CESAR....you peace of shit....and because of that, now i have to do that assignment day and night....if he still dare to comment that my work is bad i swear i will do anything to make his face is bad in front of everybody....

Final.....

Final is the last stage where we battle and struggle......a moment where happiness and nervous blended into one creating an emotion of worry.....

Final is the time where we feel burden is something that you cannot escape yet you still have to conquer it....

Final is just another name for another stage of an unending finish....

Final is the time where a lot of people say that life is a bitch.....but it is

I hate final.....

Buying Death

yo, it has been a year now since i open this page again....LOL
but look at the bright side....i got a lot more complains and words i can write to fill this empty space....ROLF

anyway, i was supposed to go to Cambodia weeks ago....for a study trip not for a holiday. I thought it was fine, okay i can go Cambodia...Why not?? after all, all of my friends are going too.....
well that was until just recently when i got a message from my sis

my sis: Ben when will you go to Cambodia?
me : i don't know next week or next 2 weeks...perhaps
my sis: are you sure you're going to go.....there's a war right there.....it's Cambodia vs Thai
me: WTH.....seriously?? think i'll cancel it and refund the money....i still don't want to die...

and when i asked my friends...all of them said that they also will withdraw from the trip....
and when i try to think about this LIMCOCKWING guy.....i think he is probably gonna say
"the war is at the Cambodia and Thai's border....it's still safe if you stay at the city"
i always get pissed off from people like that and always successfully made me say F**K U!! although i'm alone at my room and there's nothing wrong going on...LOL