just shits and stuffs

after moving to malaysia, i feel something is wrong and now i know it....i became so melancholic....WTF!! and someone said to me the same thing ( and there goes another WTF )

so...right now i'm trying to get back to which i was supposed to be....and i started that with cutting my f-ing long long long hair and now, my hair is way too short.....but whatever, it's just the hair, it will grow long again....i hope

anyway i can't wait for the christmas and new year....why i can't wait for it?

because that means earth is 1 year closer to apocalypse.....huahahahahaha (evil laugh)

just kidding....

but seriously....tee hee

sorry nigahiga...i used your funny idiotic saying.....lol

what friends are for

Are there certain friends you turn to when you have a problem or need to be listened to? Think about this:
— Are they compassionate, understanding and nurturing?
— Are they totally present, giving you their undivided attention?
— Do they try to solve your problems for you or do they help you to get clarity so that you can solve your own problems?
— Do they let you talk until you're done?
Chances are the people you turn to for support and understanding are good listeners. You can develop these qualities as well and take them even deeper into "essence understanding" through mastering deep heart listening.

please re consider about things above before you let someone become your friend......because i don't want anymore people become like me and my bastard ex-friend situation

HOT NEWS

my dad just bought me a new guitar......and price is.........2 million idr.......it's so crazy and i didn't ask him to buy it.......now i don't now wether i should be happy or sad......

Dreams....

there's a saying in the bible like this "knock the door and you will get it"....and my situation right now is probably like that right now.....

i'm still confused between to chose multimedia or to chose animation......and i have pretty much excuse for being confused afraid and stuffs like this.....first, i can't draw but if i chose animation that means i have to draw 700 good pics every week......and if i chose multimedia, i'm not sure wether i can do it or not because i don't really like editing film and things like that.....but last thursday, i was invited by someone to go to his flat to eat nandos (FOR FREE WHEEEE....LOL) and when i went to his room i remembered that this guy is in animation study.......so i asked him some questions like "is it necessary to able to draw excellent picture?" and stuffs like that.....but somehow his answer are like wise men......first, he showed me a video about pixar studio and then he showed me his drawing before he entered animation study and asked me "do you think this picture is good???" and then he showed me some drawings that he made lately...... i feel like there's a lot of improvement..... and now i have a little dream because of him...i want to enter animation, make good pics and then become a good animator.....that's how i'm going to repay him....and maybe one day i'll treat him some nandos hehehehe

the very expensive fun.....

yesterday...as usual...i was coming to my campus just to do nothing but final project....and that was sucks.......first event in the morning, the art shop in my campus didn't sell any canvas...and then we supposedly have to go to the nearest art shop but my friend said "sorrry man, i don't go by bus.....i only want to go there if there is a car" and i was speechless couldn't say anything.....okay lah~~, and because of that we asked two person of my group to go to that nearest art shop....and my friend still said something like this-->"if they come late and don't have the canvas, i will beat them to pulp man.....i'm sure i can beat those two"....and i was thinking, what's with this retarded man, remember you are the one who asked them to go and yet that's how you show your gratitude.....wew, i wonder if your mom was a gorilla...

luckily....they both came with the canvas....in my heart i was saying...man both of you are lucky....really lucky LOL....And the fun started just after the canvas came....we make grafitti on that RM100+10 canvas.....and i was like wooooooohooooo (so nigahiga LOL).....

WE SURE ARE RICH PEOPLE HUH.....LOL

FINAL PROJECT SUCKS MAN!!

this last 2 weeks....i've been working on my final projects.....

it's not really hard to do actually but it's just really really hard to do.....can you imagine how hard is it to draw petronas twin tower on A2 size paper ad have to add the details too......i really want to bomb petronas right now so i don't have to draw that fucking building again in the future.....but of course that's just a joke.....hehehehe

and the other thing i have to do for the final Project is to make a drawing based on a field trip to Bali island which was very expensive.....1800rm for a week right there.....i can go there from my hometown for only 500 rm....and have lots of fun already......

back to the final project.....we were supposed to make a drawing on a 4feet x 4feet canvas......and until right now....my group haven't done a thing on the canvas while the due is only 2 weeks again....wew....i wish o could stop the time...