Tired

as you can see from the comment above, you will know that i'm currently almost at the end of my semester.....but that condition doesn't make me happy at all....well, yes i am waiting for that moment to arrive so that i can go home to indonesia ( i really miss all the food right there...especially putu---->i don't know from what this thing was made from but all that i know it's delicious....LOL)....But almost at the end of the semester really tires me out.....there are a lot of assignments that i have to finish. i have to make a video montage, a 15 sec's animation and i have to create a book of story illustration.

i can understand that there will be a lot of assignments that will have to be finished when the time is reaching the end, but what makes me really pissed of is the book of illustration....well this assignment was given to us to be done based on our trip to Cambodia, which was canceled. The problem is, based on the schedule, we can start to do this assignment from week 6 and we have to create 15 illustrations, but as mentioned above, it was canceled and the info was given to us at week 13....so i only have 2 weeks to finish it.

BUT....the fucking dwarf guy not even gave us compensation even though the info of the trip cancellation is his fault. WE STILL HAVE TO CREATE 15 FUCKING ILLUSTRATIONS....FUCK YOU CESAR....you peace of shit....and because of that, now i have to do that assignment day and night....if he still dare to comment that my work is bad i swear i will do anything to make his face is bad in front of everybody....

Final.....

Final is the last stage where we battle and struggle......a moment where happiness and nervous blended into one creating an emotion of worry.....

Final is the time where we feel burden is something that you cannot escape yet you still have to conquer it....

Final is just another name for another stage of an unending finish....

Final is the time where a lot of people say that life is a bitch.....but it is

I hate final.....

Buying Death

yo, it has been a year now since i open this page again....LOL
but look at the bright side....i got a lot more complains and words i can write to fill this empty space....ROLF

anyway, i was supposed to go to Cambodia weeks ago....for a study trip not for a holiday. I thought it was fine, okay i can go Cambodia...Why not?? after all, all of my friends are going too.....
well that was until just recently when i got a message from my sis

my sis: Ben when will you go to Cambodia?
me : i don't know next week or next 2 weeks...perhaps
my sis: are you sure you're going to go.....there's a war right there.....it's Cambodia vs Thai
me: WTH.....seriously?? think i'll cancel it and refund the money....i still don't want to die...

and when i asked my friends...all of them said that they also will withdraw from the trip....
and when i try to think about this LIMCOCKWING guy.....i think he is probably gonna say
"the war is at the Cambodia and Thai's border....it's still safe if you stay at the city"
i always get pissed off from people like that and always successfully made me say F**K U!! although i'm alone at my room and there's nothing wrong going on...LOL

Malaysia the land of friendship and love???

so lately, final project is driving me and all of my friends at malaysia crazy. but it is not that bad actually since this fucking final assignment is actually making us a little bit more closer. strange??? yes, i know. well at least that's how i feel

And not only friendship that was developed because of this shit, a lot of my friends are falling in love...just within 1 month, i already see 2 couples. is this mating season??

Coming Back....

after the very long holiday ( as literally.....just imagine 3 months without doing anything ), a lot of things happened....starting from a very ridiculous one to a serious one...but, i don't know where to start so i guess i'll just make this long story short

first, a new camera....yey

second, my sis got a job already....though she still has to wait until may....but still, i'm very proud of her

third one, i just want to say thanks to my friend whose name started with A....i know we may not be able to be friend like what we used to be, but i still think that i can become like this because you pushed me indirectly. i have to admit that i am jealous coz you can be friends with a lot of people that easy and most probably that's the reason i accidentally started this cold fight but you have to know that i still think you as my friend

and the last one....i think i just got a really little tiny problem but really effect my mind....i think just fall in u-know-what....

Merry X'mas and happy new year

sorry if it's late....but better than not saying it at all

Merry X'mas.....have a pleasant holiday

and happy new year.....hope you all have a great new year

by the way, i was thinking......why people celebrate new year???
new year means another year closer to the destruction of the world (aka apocalypse)
does that mean people celebrate new year just to be happy that they are one year closer to die???
then it makes everyone in this world are emo people huh???

just shits and stuffs

after moving to malaysia, i feel something is wrong and now i know it....i became so melancholic....WTF!! and someone said to me the same thing ( and there goes another WTF )

so...right now i'm trying to get back to which i was supposed to be....and i started that with cutting my f-ing long long long hair and now, my hair is way too short.....but whatever, it's just the hair, it will grow long again....i hope

anyway i can't wait for the christmas and new year....why i can't wait for it?

because that means earth is 1 year closer to apocalypse.....huahahahahaha (evil laugh)

just kidding....

but seriously....tee hee

sorry nigahiga...i used your funny idiotic saying.....lol